I don't know what to do anymore. I wanted to run everyday but I have every excuse in the book to not do it. I may sound like a walking contradiction now, saying that I want to lose weight and the post-pregnancy fat but have all these excuses but the bottom line is I just want to achieve all of these hassle and worry-free. I have to admit that getting a non-invasive surgery to get rid of all these fats has been a constant thought in my head but being a mom, I have different priorities when it comes to expenses now. I cannot afford to lose another peso for my nonsense so I'd have to deal with it.
If given the chance, though, I would love to get these post-pregnancy flab on my belly and tighten all the loose skin I have everywhere...and I have a LOT. The tummy area, the side of the tummy, my arms, my thighs, my cheeks, my chin...everywhere! Actually, now that I think about it, the cheeks can stay but everything else should go.
After I get rid of all of those unwanted fats and flabs, I would want to keep everything that way by watching what I eat. I love to eat, I have to admit but it so isn't worth it especially when I see myself wearing my favorite pair of jeans. So if I were given the chance to lose all the fats, I would sure love to know what to do to maintain . I don't trust (most of what's) in the Internet anymore so I'd really want to be able to consult an expert.
If you need proof that I am desperate to lose fats and weight, here is a set of a before-and-after photos that I swear are both me:
So, this is me before I got pregnant. I swear, this is me. My arms were super skinny then and my legs aren't that big but they were big to start with so this will do. I wasn't sleeping. I was working. Just in case you wanted to know.
This is me, a month ago. I have no (good) words to describe this photo so I am moving on now...
Anyway, this Sexy Solutions ad looks really, really tempting (partly because Georgina Wilson is my girl crush):
but as I've previously said, the entire budget goes to the baby. I am not complaining, though. I just wish I have a few thousand pesos to spare to get some work done to my body...
Okay, Georgina's body is seriously distracting me from finishing this post so I'm just stopping now.